You know what worries me? Sometimes you see the other me
The ugly me, the flawed and empty one of me, then suddenly
It’s hurting me and I conduct a moral surgery
To fluctuate the cuts and other scrapes that always congregate
On my skin, I know It’s selfish
I want you dissullioned always thinking that I’m perfect
And pensive, my sentiments sensitive while I’m reckless
And never spare a second for you to deter or sense it
So hell mend this, I’ve been through hell extensive
Defences to try and disfigure my apprehension
Attention I preserve for you’s never been on bench and
I couldn’t think of anyone really that’s more deserving
You’re beautiful, never doubt it, Shout it,
Tell everyone about it, run in peoples houses
Tell them every ounce of your soul is alive and boundless
And if they don’t believe you just tell me to come and vouch it

See, I’ve been configured to deal with this misery
Torture and rain, the winds cut through me instantly
Everything changes when she is not next to me
To my Demeter this girl is Persephone
I’ve been disfigured and triggered, won’t get at me
Captured a winter and lived in it bitterly
Everything changes when she is not next to me
To my Demeter this girl is Persephone



When you’re gone it feels like 4 months, Might I reject
The sun in favour of the night, cold tightens my neck
No sight of the end, When times slows, fight it I guess
Theres not a feeling quite as empty as her side of the bed
Yet, I know that life is crazy, and lately I’ve let the words chime
And showing you the hurt, lines I drew are now defunct, like
I’ll take away this winter if you stay and let me love blind
And let me keep the sunshine, sometime but
It can’t be easy, you’ve imprisoned yourself
And grew accustomed to perdition and consistently dwelled
On inconsistencies and critically conflicted yourself
It sounds like up until you met me you’d been living in hell
I was there too, never doubting it
I’ve walked the fiery paths and I’ve even drowned in the
River and every hour of death, but I’ll never count on it
So take my hand and trust me I’m trying to help you out of it
See, I’ve been configured to deal with this misery
Torture and rain, the winds cut through me instantly
Everything changes when she is not next to me
To my Demeter this girl is Persephone
I’ve been disfigured and triggered, won’t get at me
Captured a winter and lived in it bitterly
Everything changes when she is not next to me
To my Demeter this girl is Persephone

I’ve let emotions come down on me till my back breaks
I’ve thrown blankets of virulence on the landscape
I’ve formed winds and I’ve punished the ones that backed me
Eradicated everything, you still stood by me
You were my wall and my structure that could deliver me
Heavens when all I’m given is snippets of sullen infamy
Misery burns so vividly, blistering skin, I tick away
Minutes until freed from this prison and with Persephone
It’s funny now, I see that everything I begin
Is formed from a jealousy or bitterness within

And bottle till it bursts from the very pores of my drying skin
And bleeds until the liquid starts to alter my environment
Before her, I told you that I’m not holding back
I wrote this knowing that I’m all or nothing, so go and crack
A smile when you leave, and if you see me start to crumble that’s
Because it’s winter when you’re gone and so I wait you coming back